In Search For A Meaningful Life
Life is a precious gift. Instinctively, every living creature clings to it. In times of danger, people protect themselves, run for safety, or put up a fight to stay alive. Even the dying hold on to life and find it DIFFICULT TO GIVE IT UP. Only those who have CEASED to find meaning in life and who GIVE UP IN TO DESPAIR SEEK TO END IT.
and maybe-
I'll join their group later. :]
hahaha. I was just kiddin'. Why should I? :))
Because we are social beings, we establish different kinds of relationships with the people around us- our family, friends, teachers, and those of special importance to us... and relationship to the opposite sex.
As a teenager I started to get attracted to the opposite sex. And I guess- that's just normal. I consider it as one of the most natural thing that can ever happen to a growing adolescent like me.
With this attraction, however, a lot of problems can arise. Many young people are misled into thinking that they are mature and strong enough to handle the responsibilities and problems that come into building relationships. And on my own experience, I positively claim that to be true.
[FLASHBACK]
Because of that attraction, I found myself in a mess which affects the rest of my life. What's worse? I'm not the only one suffering, I mess up innocent lives to, the lives of my loved ones- my family.
And so, the wounds of my past seemed to heal- but there is still that pain. I can't find of any remedy. Until one day- something good happened, that made me feel alive again. :]